Gum Springs

At 45 and soon to be a grandmother, I am still told I am pretty, at 5?6" tall, auburn shoulder length hair, blue eyes, firm 36 D breasts, slim 30" waist and cute tight derriere (from hours at the gym doing crunches and stair stepping). I still turn heads in a short, size 8 black silk dress. I?ll only use first names, but the girls that I went to school with, and shared these experiences with will recognize our adventures. This is the true story of my growing up and discovering sex, but especially sex with dominant Black men. From my first experience in junior high up until and including the present I have adored being a submissive white girl for strong, virile, assertive Black men. I grew up outside of Alexandria Virginia, just down the George Washington Memorial Parkway in a subdivision called Waynewood. In 1971 when I started 7th grade at Stephen Foster middle school, Alexandria was still a segregated southern city. Waynewood was an all white middle class subdivision of families that worked for the federal government. At Waynewood elementary school there were no blacks with the exception of the janitors. We were kept under watchful guidance as we grew up. Most of the time my girlfriends and I were closely monitored, in activities like Girl Scouts, Church Choir, and Bible study classes. So besides seeing Black people at the mall or in downtown Alexandria, we didn?t really have Black people in our lives. The Black people lived in Gum Springs, the old slave village from the Mount Vernon plantation. Where our worlds came together was at the 7-11 that was kitty corner across the street from Stephen Foster junior high. Gum Springs was about a half mile from the school and the 7-11, though no Black kids went to Stephen Foster. The 7-11 and the grove of maple and oak trees behind the store was the social gathering spot for the men of Gum Springs in the good weather. There was one huge old oak about 50 yards into the field, with a picnic table under the oak?s shady canopy. It was at this picnic table that the men would meet, drink, tell stories, and pass the summer days. From our first day in our home economics class at Stephen Foster our teacher Mrs. Matson warned us to stay away from the 7-11, and Gum Springs. Mrs. Matson, our kindly, absent minded home economics teacher was adamant about the dangers of the 7-11 and the horrors that awaited innocent girls "over there". We all giggled as she tried to put the fear of the Black man in our young empty heads, for some of us it worked, for others like my friend Tami, and me the warnings of danger and defilement only heightened our curiosity. As Mrs. Matson looked out over her class of 7th grade girls she saw 20 young white girls in puberty, and she knew all her warnings could not offset the excitement and power we felt by the attention the boys and men had started to give us. By the 7th grade we thought we knew what being a girl was all about. We had seen the look of lust our fathers, brothers and men in general had for our young, budding bodies. Some of us had experienced more than just looks from our fathers and brothers. The fathers that were smart enough not to enlighten their daughters sexually were more than willing to educate their daughters? friends. We would laugh and giggle about teasing each other?s dads and the close calls when we found ourselves alone with a dad we had teased for weeks. It was the summer of 8th grade that my friends Tami, and I, riding past the school to tease the Black men at the 7-11, that we were exposed to the exciting "dangerous" world of Black men. Tami was a natural blonde, and I have auburn hair. At 14 we were cute if I may say so. Tami was already 5?7" with perfect sexy long legs, small breasts, and a killer cute ass. I was cute and also thought my ass was hot, but being 5?4"with B breasts and not being blonde like Tami, I was always anxious for attention. We had ridden slowly by the 7-11 dozens of times that summer trying to see and be seen in this exotic dangerous world. We were very disappointed in that we were pretty much ignored by these hot sweaty Black men as we rode by. Occasionally one of the men would call out to us calling us chicken, or white meat but mostly we were ignored. We would giggle to each other, smile and wave to these hot sexy black men as we quickly rode away toward the schoolyard; that is on the rare occasion we were paid any attention at all. At the schoolyard with our hearts pounding we were both scared and excited. We would giggle and wonder, was it true, are Black men really as big, virile, and so demanding, as we had overheard our mothers and older sisters say? We were half delirious after hearing the gossip our mothers and sisters told each other in whispers, of their normally prim and proper friends willingly being used by these hot sexy Black men. Our mothers and sisters would giggle and laugh at the things the Black men would make women do and how anxious their friends were to please their ebony gods. Of course, our mothers and sisters would never admit to being adoring, submissive, cows for any strong imposing Black man, just as their friends were. The catty gossip always ended with "how could she do such demeaning things, I mean with a black man no less. I wouldn?t do those things for my husband, maybe to him, but NEVER would my husband be allowed to use me like that. I am not just some dumb bitch in heat." We decided we just had to find out what magic powers these beautiful black men had that had all the older women enslaved. We had to draw the attention of these sooo hot black men; we had to be bold, brave, and stop at the 7-11, as Tami said, "let them see the goods". We wanted these sexy exotic men to lust after us like the white guys did. So on Friday afternoon of the 4th of July weekend Tami and I stopped at the 7-11. Parking our bikes out front, trying not to show how nervous we were, we went in for cherry Slurpees. We were wearing our blue and white Swim team Speedo suits, tight shorts and white tennis shoes without socks. My shorts were white cotton short shorts that zipped up in back, and Tami?s shorts were cutoff blue jeans that had 4 buttons in front. Tami had her blonde hair in a ponytail through the back of a Washington Redskins baseball hat. My pageboy red hair gave me what I thought was a sassy pixie look. The swim suits clinging like a second skin showed our nipples hardening when the cold air conditioning caressed our damp suits as we walked into the store. There were 2 black men in the store. We later found out they were on the Groveton High track team, and we could feel them looking us over. Oh I felt sooo sexy. Tami and I started to relax and even teased the guys, until the old Black woman clerk snapped at Tami saying "bitch, are you here selling something or are you buying something". We both blushed and ordered our cherry slurpees. When I went outside Tami was laughing and flirting with the 2 hotties we had met in the store. She introduced me to Leon and Trevor. Their muscular bodies shone under a thin film of sweat. The heady scent of these two black Adonis?s, their ease at bluntly teasing us as to why we stopped, had Tami and I giggling and dizzy. Both Leon and Trevor were over 6? tall. Leon was wearing bib overalls with only one strap hooked, no shirt, and sandals. Trevor was wearing only tight pair of cutoff mid-thigh thin gray cotton sweats, sandals, and no shirt. Trevor?s lean washboard rippled chest, and soft sleepy eyes with the look that said he knew what women want, and he knew it was him. I could see the outline of his cock in the right leg of his cutoffs. Trevor kept stroking and pulling his cock through his cutoffs as he moved very close to and flirted with Tami. She was in heaven, being coy and giggling as Trevor teased her about why she was blushing and why her nipples were like hard pebbles. While taking hold of Tami?s waist, pulling her close to him and speaking to Leon. Trevor said "Dam these bitches are sweet. You know what Leon these two white cunts are here to be blacked." He then softly kissed Tami on her lips and neck while with his thumbs and forefingers gently pinched and pulled her nipples. Trevor softly, though with a dangerous tone asked Tami "Isn?t that why you two cunts are here? You?re here cause you are ripe for Black cock. She was blushing and stammering "No, nooo we just wanted slurpees". Trevor guided her hand to his cock saying, "hmmmm, bitch isn?t my nigger cock what you are here for"? Tami continued stroking Trevor?s cock through his shorts as he kissed her. I was standing next to Leon, whose huge muscular chest and massive arms towered over me as I blushing, nervously looked up into his eyes, with the same nervous giggle as Tami. I felt small and defenseless as he reached out with his left hand and stroked my cheek. Leon traced my lips with his thumb and slowly pushed it into my mouth, softly telling me in his deep Isaac Hayes voice "suck it, suck it like it is my cock, you want to suck my black cock don?t you little girl". Looking up into his eyes while softly sucking Leon?s thumb as ordered, I nodded yes, too scared to stop. He reached out with his right hand, while smiling down at me as I was sucking his thumb and pulled my head into his chest. I could feel his cock growing as he held me close. My face was red with embarrassment, I was scared to death, yet excited, my heart was in my throat as Leon took his thumb from my mouth, kissed me on the lips and he guided my hand into the open side of his bib overalls and to his now long, thick, hard cock It was like an electric shock when I felt his huge cock with my hand and realized I was standing in the 7-11 parking lot, stroking Leon?s huge thick black cock as he fondled my breasts, whispering in my ear in his deep voice that I was a bitch, his bitch. It was as if I had touched a hot stove, I quickly pulled my hand back. He stopped kissing me, seized my jaw, turning my face up toward his now angry glare, in a frightening tone Leon told me "Cunt don?t you ever let go of your master?s cock, I?ll tell you when to stop. You are just a dumb white cunt, understand." Then he slapped my face softly, though at the time I thought he had slapped me harder than I deserved. I was to learn the difference between when a girl is being disciplined for training and when being punished. He held the palm of his had out and I kissed his palm, and softly apologized. He smiled and said, "that?s a good girl, let?s join Trevor and the other cunt" as he took my hand and he led me toward the picnic table under the old tree. This all seemed to be happening in a dream, I just loved being powerless to this huge black man, yet scared. I was so mesmerized by Leon I had not noticed that Tami and Trevor had gone over to the picnic table. As Leon and I holding hands went to join them my head was spinning. I was scared yet excited knowing that if Tami and I stayed much longer I would be sucking anything Leon put in my mouth. Till that moment I had only let boys at school feel my breasts and only if it seemed like an accident and they had to apologize quickly or I would get angry. Even Mr. Montgomery when he drove me home from babysitting and I let him look down my shirt at my tits as I climbed in the car would apologize. All the white guys that I would tease seemed sooo grateful for even a smile from me and embarrassed at being caught looking. Not Leon he wasn?t waiting for my permission, for it was already understood by both of us, I was just another stupid white girl excited by everything about him, his controlling demeanor, and his knowing that I was scared yet anxious and craved his attention. The only real sex I had till then was with Tami and our friend Melissa on sleepovers with each other. This big black man, who just took control of me, had me boiling with fear and excitement. Leon was talking to me as we crossed to the old oak, but all I heard was his deep Isaac Hayes type voice soothing my nerves. When Leon and I got to the picnic table under the old oak Trevor was sitting on the end of the table naked, Tami with her swimsuit pulled down around her waist, was leaning over grasping Trevor?s huge Black cock with both hands as he was guiding her mouth down on to his huge, hard, and uncircumcised black cock. He was gently telling her to lick the soft dark pink head as he pulled Tami?s face to his cock. I whispered "Oh my God" and started to laugh as I saw Tami pull the dark foreskin down around the head of his cock and lean forward as she gently sucked the end of Trevor?s cock into her mouth. As Tami was sucking Trevor?s huge cock Leon had come up behind me, unzipped my shorts, and peeled, my suit down to my waist. I was engulfed in his huge arms, his right hand found its way into my swimsuit and he slipped a finger into my cunt, as he felt my bare breasts and whispered in my ear how pretty I was. I was in heaven as Leon slowly, softly rubbed my tits and fingered my cunt while we watched Tami sucking Trevor. I could feel Leon?s hard cock as it pressed against my back. Just when I thought I would explode, Leon turned me around kissed me and firmly pushed me to my knees. Leon?s bib overalls were around his ankles and his huge; cock was inches from my face. Leon pulling my face to his cock said, "here you go cunt, you know what to do, just like your girlfriend". Firmly holding my head in his hands Leon guided my mouth to his cock. I stuck my tongue out and licked the sticky, salty, clear pre-cum from the tip of his cock. Swirling my tongue around the head of this huge black cock, I could see it glisten as Leon pushed his cock into my mouth. I was terrified, and excited as I contemplated how I arrived on my knees, grasping a huge black cock and choking with barely a third of his cock in my mouth; with my first taste of cum on my lips. Stroking and sucking his cock I was looking up over his dark broad rippled chest watching his deep brown eyes for assurance I was pleasing him. His cock was as thick as a bratwurst and I started to gag as Leon coaxed a third of his thick long black cock into my throat. Slowly I was able to take a third of his cock into my mouth without gagging. Holding my head and pumping my mouth in a lewd rhythm, Leon staring down at me choking on his huge cock loudly said "hmmmm that?s it baby girl suck my nigger cock." I loved his praise and started to stroke and suck him, bobbing my head down on his cock trying to take more of his now hard as steel, black cock. I was sooo hot and loved feeling sooo sexy, sluttish and vulnerable. Being on my knees sucking my first cock, a huge black cock completely at the whim and for the pleasure of this strong forceful black man was thrilling. When Leon came I was surprised as my mouth suddenly filled with his come and I debated if I should swallow. His cock popped out of my mouth and he kept spurting great thick ropes of come on my face. I swallowed his come and eagerly took his cock back into my mouth and swallowed as fast as I could. I felt like the slut and bitch Leon was telling me I was. As I coughed and tried to wipe the thick now sticky come from my face and hair, Leon took my elbow, lifted me to my feet. As Leon led me to the picnic table his huge still stiff cock swinging lewdly as he walked, I saw Trevor laid Tami on her back, her legs dangling off the end of the table. Trevor parting Tami?s legs and rubbing his cock up and down over Tami?s cunt was telling her he was going to fuck her, and no white boy would ever fuck her as good. Tami was softly crying and pleading for Trevor not to fuck her. She begged him saying she would suck him again, please don?t, you are too huge. I was watching Tami as Leon and I neared the table. I realized that Leon had the same plans for me as Trevor had for Tami. I started to hesitate and Leon picked me up and sat me down on the opposite end of the table from where I heard Tami gasping and moaning and whimpering. Leon standing between my legs as I took hold of his cock in my hands and whispering he asked me if I wanted to be fucked. Did I want to be fucked by his huge black cock? We could feel the table moving to Trevor?s rhythm as my friend?s cries turned to gasps for air, and groans as she loudly said "oh god, oh god". I was stroking Leon?s huge black cock as he fucked me with his finger and told me to beg for his cock. I softly pleaded for him to fuck me. "Please, oh please sir please be gentle, please please fuck me." Pinching my nipples hard with a mean sneer Leon asked me if I was a cunt, if I was now his bitch, his white slut whore. He pinched my clit and I cried out gasping and screamed, oh god yes yes I am your bitch. Leon then holding my ass told me to guild his cock to my cunt. He slowly pushed into me as he continued to pinch my tits. The pain in my breasts and the slow stretching and pain in my cunt was a weird agony that once Leon was all the way in me I adored. Leon started fucking me slowly speeding up and seemed to know when I could handle his ever more forceful thrusts into me. I don?t remember it but later Tami told me I was crying and laughing and loudly saying "I am a slut oh god yes, yes I am your bitch". I came and Leon kept fucking me. I t felt like straddling a horse at a gallop. My legs were tired, my cunt was sore and my tits were numb from Leon pinching, biting, and slapping them. When Leon started to come he thrust his cock harder into me, and pulled me into him, as I felt his come flood my sore sweaty cunt. He pulled out and swore at me "cunt get down here and suck my nigger cock" I was sore as he pulled me off the table and I fell to my knees as he slapped my face with his still shooting cock. I took his cock into my mouth and swallowed as his cock grew soft in my mouth. When I stood up Tami and I started to giggle and laugh at each other as we got dressed. Before we left Trevor told us to come back Saturday night after dark and we would see all the other white girls at the party under the old oak. Trevor was right that Saturday night at the party we saw girls from our school and Fort Hunt High school. We also watched as moms we knew would drive up, and pick up or drop off Black men and drive away. We later learned that the old seedy motel next to the drive in theatre on Route 1 was where our mothers were being blacked as we were in the field behind the 7-11. 5285 1.46/512345